Showing posts with label Sermons 2003. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sermons 2003. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

As a Little Child 12-21-03

Sermon 12-21-03

As A Little Child

William Willimon, dean of the chapel at Duke University, questions: Don’t
you find it interesting that when the great Lord, the Creator of the
universe, the One who hung the stars in the heavens and set the planets
spinning in their courses, when this great God chose to come among us he
chose to come to us as a baby? And when that baby grew up, he told those who
would be his disciples, “You cannot enter my kingdom unless you turn and
become as a little child.”


Competitiveness and Women

In the musical, My Fair Lady, the leading male character asks, "Why can't a
woman be more like a man?" I'm not certain the world now needs a new crop of
competitive, masculine women. The world has enough of competition, jousting
for honored places, dog eat dog, crawl, scratch and kick your way to the top
of the pile. That lifestyle is what causes wars and always has. Perhaps the
question for our day is, "Why can't a man be more like a woman," more
cooperative than competitive, more intimate than public, more accepting of
others than needing to parade the colors, wave the sword, and perpetually
seek to prove who's number one?

In short, why can't a man be more like Mary.

Humble people are those who feel unworthy of any blessing or honor bestowed
upon them. The shepherds would never have considered themselves worthy of
hearing the good news from the angel and the choir of angels nor of seeing
the Christ Child. In 1979 a Roman Catholic nun, Mother Teresa, was given the
Nobel Peace Prize. Most of her adult life was spent ministering to the poor
and diseased in Calcutta, India. She accepted the prize with the comment, "I
am unworthy." The humble person receives at Christmas the greatest prize of
Christ and responds likewise, "I am unworthy."

Our humble God comes to humble people like the shepherds who know they are
outcasts because of their sins. It is a paradox that the best people
consider themselves the worst sinners. The greatest leader of Israel, Moses,
was told by God at the burning bush to remove his sandals for he was on holy
ground. His sandals represented his sinfulness. The great prophet, Isaiah,
confessed, "I am a man of unclean lips." The great Christian, Paul,
confessed that he was "chief of sinners."

When the funeral cortege of Charlemagne came to the cathedral, they were
shocked to find the gate barred by the bishop. "Who comes?" shouted the
bishop. The heralds answered, "Charlemagne, Lord and King of the Holy Roman
Empire!" Answering for God, the bishop replied, "Him I know not! Who comes?"
The heralds, a bit shaken, answered, "Charles the Great, a good and honest
man of the earth!" Again the bishop answered, "Him I know not. Who comes?"
Now completely crushed, the heralds say, "Charles, a lowly sinner, who begs
the gift of Christ." "Him I know," the bishop replied. "Enter!

Receive Christ’s gift of life!" It is only when in humility we see ourselves
as nothing that God can create something out of nothing. When we stop and
think that God in Christ loves us by coming to earth to make us good, we are
overwhelmed with gratitude.

John and Barbara Brokhoff, (In the Chapter: Born to Make us Good), There's
Always Hope, CSS, 1980, pp. 38-39.

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Hopelessness

The message of Christmas is that God intrudes upon the weak and the
vulnerable, and this is precisely the message that we so often miss. God
does not come to that part of us that swaggers through life, confident in
our self sufficiency. God leaves his treasure in the broken fragmented
places of our life. God comes to us in those rare moments when we are able
to transcend our own selfishness long enough to really care about another
human being.

From the Definitions file:VULNERABLE (Vul-ne-ra-bel) adj.Female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another.Male: Playing football without a helmet.

He sent angels to protect him.
He shall give his angels charge over thee

Christmas Eve 12-24-2003

Christmas Eve 2003

Dad used to say… Christmas bah humbug
people don’t know what it is about anymore
illust 134 white socks and fur coats

Winter festivals
Snowman songs, snowflake songs

Charlie brown
Don’t remember the story
Doesn’t anybody know what Christmas is about
‘this is what Christmas is about Charlie brown
there went out a decree

Tired of meaningless Christmas, Christless Christmas
Sick of the sterile Christmas
Where are those people tonight? What are they doing?
Ive had funerals for people like that….tough
I want the real thing
I want to live my life with people who know the real thing

That’s not what Christmas is about
Nick swanson story

Look in the manger, what do you see?
In him was life
Authentic-earthly
Honest/Appealing
No masks
I cannot bear a stuffy church
If you are here tonight, maybe this is your song
In Christmas,God becomes approachable, known, moves in next door
We come to know who we are, to know who God is
We come to know that we are loved and forgiven

Look in the manger, what do you see? Life..light of men
Changes them: selfish to caring; turned in to turned out
We become change agents
Light shines in the darkness
Shines everywhere
The flu…don’t want it, don’t want to be a carrier
You are a missionary wherever you are at
You are passing something on right now to those around you
But when you open yourself, something happens

4In him was life, and that life was the light of men. 5The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood[1] it. 11He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. 12Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God--

Tonight we celebrate the light
The light that has come into the world
We have one chance to live….
Will we be the winter festival crowd
Will be be the bah humbug crowd
No
It is my joy to offer you the light
Take the light. Embrace the light.
Stand to receive the light of Christ

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Dear friends…..It is a joy each year to participate in out tradition of walk to the manger.

On that first Christmas, shepherds angels and wise men made their way to the manger and offered their worship, their love, and their gifts.

God has blessed us in the year 2003 and we to have the opportunity to offer a special gift to the Christ child.

It is a joy to invite you to join me and take a walk to the manger.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Committment Sunday 11-09-03

Sermon 11-09-03
Commitment Sunday

Since 1970, James L. Kidd has been senior minister of Asylum Hill Congregational Church in Hartford, Connecticut. Under his leadership, “Asylum Hill” has become one of the flagship churches and success stories of the UCC denomination. When people say to him, “Asylum Hill - that’s a funny name,” he informs them it’s called “Asylum” because “we have a lot of ‘committed’ members.”—James L. Kidd,

I love the story of the young man who walked into a card shop looking for an appropriate card for his girlfriend. He asked the store clerk to pick out something for him that would express his very deep sentiment .... She picked out the best-selling card and gave it to the young man .... It said simply, “To the only girl I have ever loved.” The young man said, “Terrific! Wonderful! I’ll take six of those!”

God’s commitment to us
The hounds of heaven
Hjow many names doyou know….20-30 percent
I know a name, one name, Jesus Christ

Grace
Prevenient grace
Scott was sick
King david
Moses
Children of Israel

In Ancient Greece, to prevent idiotic statesmen from passing idiotic laws upon the people, lawmakers—legend has it—were asked to introduce all new laws while standing on a platform with a rope around their neck. If the law passed, the rope was removed. If it failed, the platform was removed.
Quality Press, August, 1992.


April 7, 1865, 11 a.m.
Lieut. Gen Grant, General Sheridan says, “If the thing is pressed, I think that Lee will surrender.”
Let the thing be pressed. ……..A. Lincoln

A missionary society wrote to David Livingstone and asked, “Have you found a good road to where you are? If so, we want to know how to send other men to join you.” Livingstone wrote back, “If you have men who will come only if they know there is a good road, I don’t want them. I want men who will come if there is no road at all.”
Good News Broadcaster, April, 1985, p. 12.

Susan Guise Sheridan, a biological anthropologist at the University of Notre Dame in Indiana, has been studying the bones of a large monastic community that lived in fifth-century Jerusalem. After examining more than 6,000 skeletal elements pulled from the crypt complex beneath Saint Stephen’s Monastery, she found that the Byzantine monks shared several traits: they were robust, well-nourished men; they lived on average into their 40s; and they had bad knees.In almost every monk over 20, there was damage to kneecaps, leg bones and heel bones. “If you consider prayer an occupation,” concludes Sheridan, “then we have a case of occupational stress.”—Ellen Walterscheid, “Divine Inflammation,” The Sciences, July/August 1997, 11.

Address every action that you perform to God; offer it to God and beg it to be to God’s honor and glory.—Teresa of AvilaAccustom yourself continually to make many acts of love, for they enkindle and melt the soul.—Teresa of Avila

Those who choose to live with God at the center of their world will reap the benefits of that choice. Those who choose to live otherwise will reap as well.

“If half a million white guys commit each year to work for racial harmony, to spend more time with their kids, to pray instead of striking out, to work on an imperfect marriage rather than seeking solace on Sunset Boulevard, who’s worse off? Maybe I’m missing something, but this sounds like progress to me.”—Syndicated columnist Kathleen Parkeron the Promise Keepers phenomenon,

C. T. Studd was handed the world on a silver platter. He inherited a fortune from his father, one of the wealthiest Englishmen of the latter 19th century. He himself was a world-class athlete, and captained what some say even to this day was the greatest cricket team in the history of Britain. But Studd gave it all up to become a missionary to China, India and Africa. Which is why these words have all the more power:”Christ’s call is to feed the hungry, not the full; to save the lost, not the stiff-necked; not to call the scoffers, but sinners to repentance; not to build and furnish comfortable chapels, churches and cathedrals at home in which to rock Christian professors to sleep by means of clever essays, stereotyped prayers and artistic musical performances, but to raise living churches of souls among the destitute, to capture men from the devil’s clutches and snatch them from the very jaws of hell, to enlist and train them for Jesus and make them into an Almighty Army of God. But this can only be accomplished by a red-hot, unconventional, unfettered Holy Ghost religion, where neither church nor state, neither man nor traditions are worshiped or preached, but only Christ and him crucified. Not to confess Christ by fancy collars, clothes, silver croziers or gold watch-chain crosses, church steeples or richly embroidered altar cloths, but by reckless sacrifice and heroism in the foremost trenches.”—C. T. Studd, quoted in Norman P. Grubb, C. T. Studd: Cricketer & Pioneer (London: Religious Tract Society, 1937), 163.

Here is the marriage proposal of C. T. Studd to his girlfriend and future wife Priscilla Stewart, dated 25 July 1887: “It will be no easy life, no life of ease which I could offer you, but one of toil and hardship; in fact, if I did not know you to be a woman of God, I would not dream of asking you. It is to be a fellow soldier in his army. It is to live a life of faith in God, a fighting life, remembering that here we have no abiding city, no certain dwelling place, but only a home eternal in the Father’s House above. Such would be the life: May the Lord alone guide you.”She eventually said yes, and the first thing they did before their marriage was give away to the ministries of Dwight L. Moody, William Booth and others the entire fortune Studd inherited from his father—some 30,000 pounds.—Norman P. Grubb, C. T. Studd: Cricketer & Pioneer (London: Religious Tract Society, 1937), 84-85.

The word “leader” was completely understood as “servant” by Archbishop William Temple. On the last night of the Archbishop’s mission to Oxford University during World War II, a crowded congregation of students swelled St. Mary’s Church with the sound of Isaac Watts’ hymn, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” Dr. Temple stopped the singing before the last verse and said, “I want you to read over this verse before you sing it. They are tremendous words. If you don’t mean them at all, keep silent. If you mean them even a little, and want them to mean more, sing them very softly.””Were the whole realm of nature mineThat were an Offering far too small,Love so amazing, so divine,Demands my soul, my life, my all.”

Communion 11-2-03

Sermon 11-2-03 Communion

They walked
Jesus was candid with them about spirituality
They did not like Jesus
They walked
Hurt Jesus feelings
Sad that they missed the kingdom

We make the commitment to uphold the church by our prayers
Praying weekly, daily
Praying helps us to see the best in each other
It helps us to be spiritually engaged
It is part of spiritual maturity
Easy to get distracted…
Something is wrong with Gina, pastor, what ever….

Princeton, Johnathan Cooney, 1994
I really don’t want to be here………..
Many calls what to do?………..
Catholics….how do they do it?

Bible from 1688……
You all have bibles….do they sit around
Or are you spiritually engaged in reading them?

The airplane story
Its all in the attitude

If our commitment is going to survive anywhere,
We have to look past the bad and see the good
Past the human and see the Godly

Is there any good to see at woods chapel? Anything Godly
Powerpoint

Jesus continued to invite people to follow him
Not everyone did
But those who did changed their world
Still to the world today, Jesus says I am the bread of life

Invite to communion table

Serving God by Serving Others Isaiah 610-19-03

Sermon 10-19-03 Isaiah 6

Serving God by serving others
Story of man and the bikers
A man arrives at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks up his record and says, “Well, you didn’t do anything particularly good, but neither did you do anything particularly bad. I’ll tell you what: If you can tell me of one really good deed you’ve done, I’ll let you stay.”So the man says, “Well, once I saw some bikers menacing a young woman. I stopped my car. I took out my tire iron. I walked up to their leader, a huge, hairy, ugly man, full of tattoos. He had a nose ring. I ripped it right out of his nose, and I said, ‘You leave this girl alone, you hear?’ I stared at all of them, and I said, ‘Now get out of here, or you’ll have to answer to me.’”St. Peter was impressed.”When did this happen?” he asked the man.”About two minutes ago.”

Each of us has gifts, talents and abilities
Christian service begins when we see God

We’re not Isaiah. Sometimes we don’t want to help
The Reader’s Digest recently reported the following recorded message on a department store answering machine: “If you are calling to place an order, press 5. If you are calling to register a complaint, press 304-9783726434 398712. Have a good day.”

Most people wish to serve God—but in an advisory capacity only.

We act when we understand the need
pictures
there are many ways to serve

We offer to help
Assimilation coord
Will be after you
Connecting people

You willl be asked to indicate how you will serve in 2004
If you are a member, you have made a commitment to be in service
Duty yes, but not just a duty, a joy
-there may be some good left undone if you don’t help
much joy….
It brings meaning
the Roman aqueduct at Segovia, in his native Spain. It was built in 109 A.D. For eighteen hundred years, it carried cool water from the mountains to the hot and thirsty city. Nearly sixty generations of men drank from its flow. Then came another generation, a recent one, who said, “This aqueduct is so great a marvel that it ought to be preserved for our children, as a museum piece. We shall relieve it of its centuries-long labor.”
They did; they laid modern iron pipes. They gave the ancient bricks and mortar a reverent rest. And the aqueduct began to fall apart. The sun beating on the dry mortar caused it to crumble. The bricks and stone sagged and threatened to fall. What ages of service could not destroy idleness disintegrated.

I am the pastor and it is my job to do and say these things. But I could have other jobs. I am not here because it is my job. I am here because I want others to know what I found in the world, I want them to know there is a path. Woods chapel gives a little light for people to see by. Christian people follow a brighter light than the glimmer of their own candle; they are part of something beautiful .... Our church is filled with people who are working for peace and freedom, who are out there on the streets and inside praying, and they are home writing letters, and they are at the shelters with platters of food.

Old bible, the ongoing story

Be willing to serve where ever God calls you
God is looking for those to serve in His name
God takes a hand whenever he can find it and just does what he likes with it. Sometimes he takes a bishop’s hand and lays it on a child’s head in benediction. And then he takes the hand of a doctor to relieve the pain, the hand of a mother to guide a child. And sometimes he takes the hand of a poor old creature like me to give comfort to a neighbor. But they’re all hands touched by his Spirit, and his Spirit’s everywhere lookin’ for hands to use.

Coveting 10-12-03

Coveting…
It is human nature
We all do it
It is a part of our American culture

It is destructive
It is idolatry

Living simply so that others may simply live

Covet the best gitfts
Covet knowing Jesus

The soul of the covetous is far removed from God, as far as his memory, understanding and will are concerned. He forgets God as though he were not his God, owing to the fact that he has fashioned for himself a god of Mammon and of temporal possessions.—Saint John of the Cross in The Dark Night of the Soul, cited in Christianity Today, February 9, 1998, 78.
Recently I laid a small circle of poison around a hill of stinging ants. Thinking the tiny granules of poison were food, the ants began to pick them up and carry them throughout the colony. I returned later to see how well the poison was working. Hundreds of the stinging ants were carrying the poison down into their hill. Then I noticed a hole in the circle of poison. Some of the poison was moving the opposite way—away from the hill. Some smaller, non-stinging ants had found this “food” and were stealing it from their ant neighbors. Thinking they were getting the other ants’ treasure, they unwittingly poisoned themselves. When we see someone with more than we have, we must beware. The hunger to beg, borrow, or steal our way into what is theirs may poison us spiritually.

World Is Our Parish 10-5-03

Sermon 10-5-03

A baby is born….the world revolves around me
Dad spent the next 18 years teaching the baby….the world does not revolve around you

Jesus is telling the disciples….the world no longer revolves around you
Go to Jerusalem, Judea, samaria, ends of the world

I was in my own little world
I became a christian and still was in my own world
I learned of evangelism and became aware of you…one other person
I became a pastor and began to understand the church….this community where we
I have finally learned that the church is not here for its own sustenance, the church is here to go into the world

John Wesley…the world is my parish

Young people to be missionaries
People of all ages to hear the call and go into full time ministry
People that don’t, or cant at this time, to understand that their life is for Gods expense
Darren evans is going to Russia……
What is God leading you to?

I dreamed I had to go….I was not ready….my suitcase had a hole in it
Sometimes God calls us & we must overcome our own worries & just go

We can go
The world is open to us
Internet, air travel, open communication…..

In Jerusalem toda at the church of the nativity, the pastor is lifting up the cup…….In china where it is against the law, imn muslim countries, in Orel Russia, In bagdad Iraq

Today Jesus reminds all of his people that the world is our parish and our responsiblitity
He asks ux to leave the world of our comfort and go out to lees summit, to Missouri and to the ends of the earth

Sin is a Debt Luke 7:36-50 9-28-03

Sermon 9-28-03 Luke 7:36-50

Roger Horne--I can go a day without sinning
I love this scripture-Everyone wanted to hang with Jesus
Jesus did not put up with spiritual pride and self righteousness

The Pharisee and the publican..Luke 18
Ever Felt smug??? Think of your worst time…..
If you cant think of a worst time
You are yet to understand the depths of human depravity
If you never find it
You still have no right to feel smug

In debt to God…Sin is a debt, we are debtors to God
Illustrate…someone owes me $10
Someone owes me 100,000
Who responds with joy?

Big sins and little sins
Who was a bigger sinner simon or the woman?
Make the argument…she is a bigger sinner
Or no, she just understands her depravity

3 ways we are seen, by others, by ourselves, by God
you never understand Gods love, until you see yourself as a sinner

In debt to God…Sin is a debt, we are debtors to God
[3.] for the debt is great, and we have nothing at all to pay it with. Silver and gold will not pay our debt, nor will sacrifice and offering, no, not thousands of rams. No righteousness of our own will pay it, no, not our repentance and obedience for the future;

Conclusion
Are you penitent?
Your sins are forgiven

God’s forgiving power
Our inability to understand our own sin
Think of your worst time,
You are forgiven
You are loved

Children 9-20-03

Sermon 9-20-03 Children
UMC in Nebraska….SS class attended church together…notes to the pastor
Dear Reverend, I liked your sermon Sunday. Especially when it was finished.—Ralph, 10.Dear Reverend, I like to go to church on Sunday because I don’t have any choice.—Margaret, 10.Dear Reverend, Thank you for your sermon Sunday. I will write more when my mother explains to me what you said.—Justin, 9.Dear Reverend, I think more people would come to church if you would move it to Disneyland.—Loreen, 9.

Children are wonderful, do we give them what they need
It is a fundamental responsibility
Men are generally more careful of their horses and dogs than of their children. Wm Penn
There are some bad things going on in the world
Childrens Army
“An army recruitment unit arrived at my village and demanded two new recruits. Those who could not pay 3000 kyats had to join the army.” (Zaw Tun, 15, Burmese ex-army soldier)”I was so afraid of dying. But my friends warned me if the rebel commanders detected any fear in me, they would kill me. So I had to pretend to be brave.” (Charles, 12, Rwandan refugee)”When I get older, I will organize a gang and seek my father’s revenge.” (Asif, 12, Afghan refugee)”I just want to go home and be with my family.” (Christopher, 12, Uganda)”They abducted me but still they went ahead to kill my mother and father that night.” (Richard, 12, Rwandan refugee)“In counseling sessions they said they had only killed small children. They believed that made it a smaller sin.” (BBC Swahili Reporter, Valerie Msoka)

His name was Brian and he died alone in the dark, encased in suffocating coils of duct tape. He was 9. Today, three adults who were supposed to keep the boy safe will go on trial for allegedly causing his death. Brian Edgar’s parents, Christy Edgar and Neil Edgar Sr., were the leaders of a small Kansas City, Kan., church.
precious doe
what do they experience when they are killed??
Good stuff
Childrens department
Work with dfs
We are adopting children
We sponsor them at the orphanage

I want to do more than raise children
I want to provide children with character
I want them to live lives filled with compassion for others

They went to the missions trip in Tahlequah, Oklahoma
Favorite memory…..san jose rescue mission
taking the kids to restart…..
lets try it for a month

there is a world where children are raised
where they have everything they want but nothing that they need
I got the addidas shoes
My dad didn’t tell me that he loved me until I was 39 years old

Charles Francis Adams, 19th century political figure and diplomat, kept a diary. One day he entered: “Went fishing with my son today—a day wasted.” His son, Brook Adams, also kept a diary, which is still in existence. On that same day, Brook Adams made this entry: “Went fishing with my father—the most wonderful day of my life!”
Problems with adult behavior
When the 10-year-olds in Mrs. Imogene Frost’s class at the Brookside, N.J. Community Sunday School expressed their views of “What’s wrong with grownups?” they came up with these complaints:
1. Grownups make promises, then they forget all about them, or else they say it wasn’t really a promise, just a maybe. 2. Grownups don’t do the things they’re always telling the children to do—like pick up their things, or be neat, or always tell the truth. 3. Grownups never really listen to what children have to say. They always decide ahead of time what they’re going to answer. 4. Grownups make mistakes, but they won’t admit them. They always pretend that they weren’t mistakes at all—or that somebody else made them. 5. Grownups interrupt children all the time and think nothing of it. If a child interrupts a grownup, he gets a scolding or something worse. 6. Grownups never understand how much children want a certain thing—a certain color or shape or size. If it’s something they don’t admire—even if the children have spent their own money for it—they always say, “I can’t imagine what you want with that old thing!” 7. Sometimes grownups punish children unfairly. It isn’t right if you’ve done just some little thing wrong and grownups take away something that means an awful lot to you. Other times you can do something really bad and they say they’re going to punish you, but they don’t. You never know, and you ought to know. 8. Grownups are always talking about what they did and what they knew when they were 10 years old—but they never try to think what it’s like to be 10 years old right now.
Parenting is not for cowards, one Christian psychologist recommends the following steps to raising children in the difficult moments:1. Get involved early and bring the situation to an end.2. Be neutral—don’t empty the Emotional Bank Account. Kindness counts. 3. Be firm—be an example of self-control, not power.4. Label the behavior for the child—label behavior, not the child.—Elaine M. Gibson, “Management Techniques for Parenting Children With Difficult Traits,”
Age of conversion
Under 20 years of age - 138 Between 20 and 30 - 85 Between 30 and 40 - 22 Between 40 and 50 - 4 Between 50 and 60 - 3 Between 60 and 70 - 1 Over 70 - 0

What we think is important isn’t always that important.
Change your perspective
What are you loving? What should you be loving…..
Lose the eye, enter the kingdom

family from liberty killed in flash flood
Robert Rogers
the dads message, hug them, hold them, love them

Resentment Hebrews 12:15 9-14-03

Sermon 9-14-03 Hebrews 12:15
Pictures of resentment
Terrorists attack your country
Someone cheats you out of your business
Someone else wishes their ex would die
One person cannot get past the color of the skin of another person
a muslim hates Christians
a christian hates muslims
What is growing in you?

Roots
John cundiff….nature will fill the gaps on unimproved dirt
Plant the good stuff or the weeds will show up and take root

p-ulled weeds on labor day
tap root,///woven web of water grass mess

Scripture today….Bitter root, brings bitter fruit
For you, for others
Spreading qualities of roots…..

Needs to be extracted
soil dry roots break off
soil is wet, the root comes out
Water of the holy spirit is soothing

Forgiving does not mean that you empty the prison
It does not mean that you have them over for dinner.
It doesn’t mean that the child is not grounded

Sin of essau…..birthright for a morsel of food
Sought repentance, nothing changed

This is God’s idea not mine.
If we cannot learn to forgive others,
how sure can we be that God will forgive us when we ask him

I have enough regrets, I refuse to hold a grudge
Failing of Gods grace……

Learn to see them as God sees them
-arab Israeli story
-1941 germans in Russia story
You cant hate them and pray for them

Lamaze Try using the Lamaze technique with those who are persecuting you. Concentrate on something else so that you block the pain; work on a focal point; direct your concentration on someone who is bringing you joy in your life at that moment; allow no room in your consciousness for the pain and hurt and resentment.

Two Wolves….An elderly Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life........ He said to them, “A fight is going on inside me, it is a terrible fight and, it is between two wolves. One wolf is evil—he is fear, anger, envy, sorrow, resentment, ego and hatred. The other is good—he is joy, peace, love, hope, humility, kindness, generosity, faith and forgiveness. This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too.” They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?” The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

What are you focusing on?
What are you feeding?
What is growing in you?














Times of Life 9-7-03 Psalm 46:1-10

Sermon 9-7-03 Psalm 46:1-10

Noisy times of life, quiet times of life
The picture on the wall

Within the silences of the souls of men and women, an eternal drama is ever being enacted, and always its chief actor is the Eternal God of Love.

He speaks and the foundations of the world are shaken
But he speaks to us in a gentle whisper
Be still and know that I am God

Elijah hiding in the cave 1 Kings 19

God is a perfect Gentleman – usually-Paul

We want the beam of light, we are more apt to get the still small voice.
Are you listening

Pastors journey…search…need to find him

Communion
Why we kneel, why we are quiet
Is available every week in the chapel
Every week in the 800 service

Q. When the Indians in old movies put their ears to the ground to find out if the cavalry was coming, did it work? Yes it does, but we will never know, we unless we have put our ears to the track

Just because we are here in church does not necessarily mean we are listening to God.at a certain little league park during a lull in the action, a man noticed a birds nest built right in the main loudspeaker. The bird has chosen an interesting place to raise her young. Although she doubtless hears all that is going on and is right smack in the middle of the game, she has absolutely no interest and is certainly not listening. We can be just the same: attending and being seen, immersed in the noise of the praise and worship and life, but not listening to a bit of it. The hard truth is this: Listening to those we love, from our children to our God, takes effort. You have to work at it.

Getting to the Other Side Psalm 25 Job 38 8-31-03

Can you really help me with this
Can I get to the other side

Elijah and the prophets of Baal

Psalm 25

Job 38

A god of our own making
If you can configure him in your head, it is no god
There should always be a mystery
Without mystery there is no worship

Ten commandments locked up in a storage room
Really
Will that stop God…no way

He crashed thru the barriers, he overcomes the hurdles, he spins the galaxies

You made him too small and you keep him small

When God speaks we don’t worry about the answer, we ow the knee

When god speaks, we are no longer in control, we shudder, we seek his face, nothing else

You don’t have to die the rest of your life to prove that you hurt

I saw the grand canyon
1. I was afraid
2. I was in awe, wonder
3. I could only look for so long
4. it was beyond my comprehension
5. the picture remains in my mind





Shannon Odonnell

She was big. No question about it. Size 12 feet. Broad Big Generous Wide
Even her voice was big, her laughter full and rich, capable of filling an auditorium. Some things fit, most didn't. She searched for chairs without arms,
she found ways to be on the edges, not in the center, as if people wouldn't notice. She was big. Bigger than almost anyone she knew. Her hug was huge, two strong arms that could wrap around and hold a person close and be warm, safe, whole. She was a great big pillow to cry into, one that held all the tears until you were done crying. There was a secret the big woman knew, something she didn't tell anyone. She didn't even tell herself very often because it hurt to hear the words. "I'm too big," she'd whisper, "too big for God. Even God doesn't have arms big enough to hold me." And then that great and big and gentle woman would cry. And her tears were just like her- big and gentle and they washed over her face and splashed down into her lap.

Goings On Matthew 22:1-10 8-24-03

Sermon 8-24-03 Mt 22:1-10

Goings on………
Upward
Olga
Carol Q
1115 Park Bapt
1210 Baich Bapt
1230 speak at Ed Lunch

Announcements
Disciple BS
Sarais Shop
View SS Lit
Need SS Teachers

After upward
Upward basketball is intentionally invitational. We are not simply inviting them to our gym. Thru upward, we are inviting them to take their place at our master’s banquet.

After Olga
Russia is a long way away. The challenges of the Russian people and the Russian church are too easily out of sight, out of mind. Sometimes, we don’t even know if we are really making a difference. But. Everytime we reach out in mission, we are inviting people to find a seat at the lord’s banquet table.

After CarolWe are busy. We are too busy. All around us are lonely people looking for a friend, an embrace, a place to belong. Your efforts make a difference. Every time we take the time or make the time to reach out to them, someone else is introduced to Gods love.











The servants went to invite others to the banquet…..over and over again

Did you ever feel unwanted? No place to belong, no one cared about you?

For whence should the City of God originally begin or progressively develop or ultimately attain its end unless the life of the saints were a social one? --St. Augustine, The City of God, xix, 426.

Being wanted
Accepted
Cared about
Desired

You are either a constant advocate for your faith, or you are not
When the time is right
Be ready to give answer of the hope that lies with in you
God is calling you to someone
Who is it?? What is it about? Will you go? The second mile?

As Gandhi stepped aboard a train one day, one of his shoes slipped off and landed on the track. He was unable to retrieve it as the train was moving. To the amazement of his companions, Gandhi calmly took off his other shoe and threw it back along the track to land close to the first. Asked by a fellow passenger why he did so, Gandhi smiled. "The poor man who finds the shoe lying on the track," he replied, "will now have a pair he can use." Maybe you have invited someone before. We need to give them both shoes.

In a world that "couldn't care less," we are to be people who couldn't care more.

Priest at assumption abbey
Come….you are wanted
God is saying, I want you
No better message…………..

People are waiting out there. They are waiting for a word from you. Are they welcome, can they come. Are they wanted.
Invite them to the banquet


Seek the Kingdom Proverb 3 8-17-03

Sermon Aug 17 2003

Vacation with Kids
You missed me this summer…They missed me this summer
Orlando…Universal Studios
ET Ride
ET needs to go home….you must take him
You need a special pass to travel the light years to his home
Beautiful trees in the ride
You pick him up, avoid the bad guys, get him home
His heart is warmed

Ultimately, that is what it is all about
Living the journey in a way that we get home
Home is in heaven
Need a special pass from Jesus
Avoid the bad stuff
Arrive home
Heart is warmed

Wesley…I want to know one thing. Give me that book.
The way to heaven

How much of our time do we spend on earthly things
On heavenly things?

Maybe you are here today and you do not know which road you are on
Maybe you are on the road but have spent more time with the wrong than the right
Here is the good news
Prov 3: Trust in the Lord with all thy heart. Lean not to thine own understanding, and
He shall direct ty paths.

Seek ye first the kingdom of God

Matchbox 20

Heartwarming experience when you find home

Mustard Seed 7-27-03

Mustard seed

How does a mustard seed feel
What do they think
I am so small
I’ll just hang around the little guys
Grows a little bit, wants to quit

Never asks the question
What is God’s purpose for me
Grow
Perform beyond human reasoning
Make a place for others to rest

When you hang around, what do you think?
How do you look at yourself?

1 month searching some things
how do you become 46
how are you the pastor in years 9-12
what is our vision
where does God want us to go
boy am I nervous

Searched…….visited people and places
Hermitage, consultant, mentors, monastery
Held up the picture, puzzle pieces filled in
Camping, Friday Saturday night
Lexington

Who knows more about your future, you or God
Usually we fail because of our lack of faith, not Gods
Rachael…I want more….
Do not limit God’s goodness…we have no right to do so
Believe beyond possibility
Ask for all of his blessings

All of my questions were selfish, they were about me

What is God’s will for you?
Spiritual birth is not an end, but a beginning….
You may be a mustard seed, grow, fulfill your potential.

Memorial Day 5-25-03

Sermon 5-25-03

Memorial day
Time to remember---time to despair

Pretending-- Carly simon

Psalmist…I know a place where worship is found
Where life’s issues are left behind

Problems
Let down
Ups and downs
Facing problems in life

Jacob
Running from Laban, fearing esau
Left alone….wrestled with the angel

Sometimes going to church is not enough
Bow down in worship….Pray til the only thing that matters is God
Let go of everything that ever held you back
Nothing left but a clean heart

Depths of problems…..

Can only hold onto one thing in life at a time
We tend to let go of problems….but we don’t let go
Take last finger tips off of problems
Cant let go until every part of you is grasping God
Carry too much that you can t hold it all


Conclusion
I know a place….where you can meet with God
Peace
Comfort

Greater Things John 14:12 5-18-03

SERMON DATE: May 18, 2003

GREATER THINGS


Let’s stand for our scripture lesson, John 14:12

This short verse doesn’t need a lot of theologizing, it’s pretty much self-explanatory. Jesus is speaking to his disciples.

“I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these because I am going to the Father.”

Dear friends this is the word of the Lord. May God send his holy spirit to bless it to our heart as we gather in his name today. Please be seated.

Today I want to invite you to dream of greater things. I want to ask you to think about your life and your Church and think of greater things. Some of you who are here today, I am praying that God will use these words for you to hear the call to full time ministry. I am praying that God will use these words today to call some of you to a greater understanding of commitment to a broader mission field. Jesus asks us to do, to think about, to be about greater things.

Oh, look who’s up there. [a power point picture on the wall of missions director Jennifer Biggs in the trailer of donations for the Milan transient shelter.] That’s Jennifer Biggs, the Missions Director. She led the prayer today. She’s in the truck to Milan. She didn’t actually ride there, but I want to start with this point. There are many fine things that we are doing in Mission and the things that I am going to share with you today in no way denigrate what we are doing. Five years ago we dreamed about doing many things and today we are doing many of those things. They are wonderful, they must continue. Okay. We celebrate the level of Mission involvement that you have brought, all of you, to the Woods Chapel United Methodist Church. But I ask you a couple of questions today.

[a new picture is on the wall….a power point picture of our new church] Oh that’s our Church, isn’t it pretty. Isn’t it great. What a good story about what has happened to our Church in the last few years. Do you ever sit down with your friends and kind of tell them about how our Church has done well and you feel good on the inside. I want to ask you a question. Has our Church fulfilled its potential? Are we done with the things that God has called us to? I don’t think so, and just because it’s beautiful, and we have so many wonderful stories to tell, doesn’t mean we should ever stop. We always must ask, what is God asking of us? We don’t want to just scratch the surface of our potential. We want to dig deep into God’s storehouse of talents that he has given us and use every part to affect the world.

[a new picture on the wall of a large group of Woods Chapel people.] Oh, what a happy bunch of people. Are they beautiful! That’s us. You all are beautiful, happy people. And we get together and we have a good time. And you know, that’s a good thing. We get together and we have Sunday School class and we learn and we grow and we’re comforted when we hurt. I want to say today that all of that is important. All of that is a very important part of being a Church family. We come together and we are comforted and we are helped and we’re encouraged. But here’s my question. Do we spend more of our time living out our faith in ways that we’re comfortable with or ways that are uncomfortable to us? In other words, when was the last time you left your comfort zone to do something God had asked you to do? And if we only find those things that we are comfortable with, are we truly hearing God’s call to change the World? Do you think that God calls us to do the things that we like and that are easy, or is it possible that he calls us and challenges us to do things that might be frightening to us? Are you living inside or outside your comfort zone?

[a picture is on the wall of a tombstone] Oh my, how will you be remembered? What’s that say? How many people get to read their own tombstone? This stone says, “Here lies Jeff Brinkman; he was a preacher, so what.” Think about this when you go home. We live, we die. Our families miss us greatly, but how many people, how many Churches, how many groups of people are remembered 5, 10, 20, 100 years later as people that had a dream and truly did miraculous things?

[A picture of a different stone is set on the wall.] Maybe this could be your stone. Your name there. This person sent missionaries. This person was a missionary. This person didn’t talk about sacrifice, this person truly sacrificed. Yes, you are right, this would be small wording on a tombstone, yeah. They didn’t just talk about taking up their cross. They took up their cross, the world is a much better place because he or she lived. You know, I want my children to say Dad was a nice guy, Dad was a good guy. But this is just as important, if not more important, that we left nothing on the field. When the game was over we had used every resource we had, every dream, every possibility, thrown at the world to try to make a difference.

[a new picture of a lightbulb] So, you ever had an idea? Ford had some ideas. Remember the light bulb thing? Ford has a better idea. One of their better ideas was Mustang. Of course, they also had Edsel. Not every idea is God’s idea, okay and in a few minutes I’m going to share some ideas with you and some of them you might go, well those aren’t God’s idea. I’m just throwing some ideas out to you today. I want to get your brain started thinking, because at some point you will see God’s idea and God’s ideas come to us like the bright sun shining through the forest of doubt in our lives.

[a new picture of a light shining thru the forest] No one has to convince us, the preacher doesn’t have to convince us, we just know down in the bottom of our heart. This is the thing we must be about. It’s audacious, it’s huge, it’s impossible, but I have this thing. Boy, when it’s God’s idea, you just know it. So listen to some of these things and dream with me a little bit this morning.

Well, first I want to share this. I always thought a politician said this. This was said by George Bernard Shaw. “Some people see things as they are and ask why. Why is it like that? I dream of things that never were and ask, why not?” I’ll give you an example, poverty. Some people look at poverty and say why does it have to be that way. Is it possible that God would call a group of people in Kansas City to ask the question, why does it have to be that way? Maybe it doesn’t. Maybe we can do something different. Let’s leave that one up [slide with the quote] for awhile.

We are involved with the Division of Family Services. They are strapped for man and woman power because of budget shortfalls. A couple of times a year we bring in bags of food. That’s a good thing. We need to keep doing that, but how can we help them in more significant ways. I want to invite you today to think about that sack of food on that Sunday, but I want you to learn to think in terms also of cases, pallets and truck loads. What a great phone call. DFS this is so and so at Woods Chapel Church. We have a ½ of a tractor trailer full of peanut butter and we are going to have a forklift drop this off. Huh? You know what, I bet somebody here knows somebody that would love to give a pallet of peanut butter and it’s not for us, it doesn’t benefit us. It is just that we are believing big enough to network beyond the dreams of today and find ways to solve really big problems. I hear the stories of the caseworkers, and I’m going man, how do they ever get anything done? I don’t know if they take volunteers, but maybe we could provide volunteers to 2 or 3 DFS workers in our area. I bet our Church, if we wanted to, could provide somebody 40 hours a week. Now, it might be a different person everyday, it might be somebody for a ½ day here and a ½ day there, but I think we could significantly affect the ability of the DFS workers to do their job affectively, if they had a little bit of help.

The free health clinic. It’s been open 1 night a week. Many of you have volunteered. It’s been a wonderful thing. They’re getting close to getting a building. And you know if they get a building and they had volunteers, they could be open every night of the week. They would really like to have an x-ray machine. I’ll bet there is somebody that either was or is or is going to be in this Church today, that could figure out how to get the free health clinic an x-ray machine. Why would be want to do that? Because there are people that can’t afford health care and Dan Purdom and others have a dream and they are working hard and you may not be able to personally find the x-ray machine, but maybe you know someone who does. How big of dreams are we dreaming?

At Hillcrest transitional shelter, right now we sponsor one apartment for a homeless family. They have some dreams. They have dreams for an expanded program of mentoring, where people would go teach the homeless people or those in transition about the Bible. They have a dream of new carpet. They have a dream of new windows. They have all kinds of dreams, and you know, I don’t know if I would know how to get windows, but I sure could help put them in. Maybe we know someone that would give 20 windows to that big old house in Independence.

Listen to me, I’ll tell you something. You go to a lot of people and ask them to give to your Church. Your Church is just a Church to them. Most ideas we have people go “oh yeah, every Church wants money for that”. When you go to somebody with a big dream and explain to them something that is beyond the thinking of most people, all kinds of people want to get involved with stuff like that.

At Children’s Mercy Hospital, our team dreams of not just providing meals and collecting prayer request, but having an ongoing team of people that prayed for the children in need. An ongoing team of people that talk to the families and stayed up with them and cared for them.

At Hope House, we have had drives for different things. Some of our Missions people are dreaming about holding retreats that will help the women in those situations escape and empower them to make better choices.

Speaking of empowerment. Been down to the inner city lately? We’ve done a lot of good things at Grace United. But there are huge problems in our inner city. We have nurses that work for hospice programs and they go calling places and they go into the home and they see roaches crawling on the walls. You know something, I think we can stop that. I think we could find an exterminator company or somebody and send them to exterminator school. I don’t know. We could figure out a way. I’ll bet we could get the product donated. I’ll be we could get a license. I’ll bet somehow we could find someway to get somebody down there and spend 6 months spraying for free any house that wanted it. And I’ll bet if we thought about it, we could find ways to help the women in poverty get educated. And I’ll bet if God called us we could look at the young men and find someway to teach boys what it means to truly be a man. And then poverty begins to change.

For our USA VIM trip, we went to South Dakota. We are going to Oklahoma in a couple of weeks. These are great. My dream for those is that they get bigger than the canoe trip and the ski trip. That when we call for a Missions trip, instead of the ski trip going boy that was great, we had 4 buses full of people, the Missions trip will go, man that was great. We had more people there than went on the ski trip. Now, I love the ski trip and I love the canoe trip, but you know I’m just thinking. I mean these are good times for people to get together and really do something to make a difference and I’m just thinking that we can dream like that.

In Milan, we’ve sent up truckloads of stuff. You did. You personally furnished the entire house where the migrant workers live. You should be commended. We need to keep helping them. But I’ll bet in North Missouri, since many people are moving out of North Missouri, there are trailer homes we could buy real cheap. You could probably find them and pull them down to Milan and park them there behind that house and quadruple the capacity of the transitional home for the migrant workers. Now you couldn’t do it in Lee’s Summit because of the zoning, but you could get away with that in Milan.

We sponsor an orphanage in Russia. You have sponsored the 35 children that live there. Do you know anybody in Kansas City that might want to adopt a child? How many of you know somebody in Kansas City that maybe would want to adopt a child. Go ahead and raise your hand. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, okay, that’s a start. I’ll bet if we worked on it, we got 6 in about 30 seconds. I wonder if we could adopt, maybe I can’t, maybe Jeff & Cindy Madden can’t, but maybe we can find people. Maybe we could close that orphanage. Maybe every one of those young people could come here to live. “Well,” you say, “it would just fill back up Jeff.” Yes, it would. But wouldn’t it make a lifetime of difference to those 35. The orphanage ministry dreams of hiring tutors, hiring activities directors. There are many things that are on their hearts that we can continue to do to expand that ministry.

In Russia we have a sister church. We send them money. We send them e-mails. Occasionally we go and we worship there. Sending someone to seminary in America is very expensive, but in Russia it is very reasonable. Since the walls came down 100 United Methodist Churches have started in Russia. I wonder, could we find 10 young Russians who wanted to go to Seminary in Moscow? Could we figure out how to pay for that? And do that every year for 10 years. If we did, at the end of 10 years the Woods Chapel United Methodist Church would have effectively doubled the size of the United Methodist Church in Russia.

In Mozambique, a long way away, it’s hard to communicate. We don’t always know what’s going on. We send them a little bit of money. We have a sister Church. I don’t know, I had this idea that maybe we should send someone to go there for 3 months at a time, our own missionary on the ground. There are millions of problems with that, yes there are. No we don’t get anywhere by considering the cannot, the can’t do parts of life. I’ll bet there is someone here right now that would be willing to go to Mozambique for 3 months, maybe Andy Arnold. [someone raises their hand] There you go, there’s Emily. Imagine somebody on the ground picks up their world wide cell phone which we’ve leveraged from somewhere and they call us up and they say Jeff, if I could get 5 cows, I could double the standard of living in the village where our Church is. I’ll bet we could find an agency, I’ll bet we could find 5 cows. I’ll bet we could get them there. And you know what, besides doing real things that really help that Church and those people. If Emily goes there, she’s never going to be the same. She’s going to come back from there a completely different person. I received a letter this week:

Dear Pastor,
We’ve been very blessed in our lives and feel we should give something more than just our weekly giving and time. Our families’ lives have been greatly enriched from the experiences we’ve had on mission trips and we would like to provide others with the same opportunities. Hopefully we have connected others to Jesus Christ. We want to establish a Missions Scholarship Fund with an initial donation of $4,000.00 to help provide support to people going on mission trips.

Gosh, those are big ideas. Those are greater things. If God spoke to you and gave you a light bulb in your brain, maybe it wouldn’t be the preacher’s light bulb, but your own. You know we have a lot of questions. How could we possibly be a part of something like that. Someone asked me the question, those are great ideas, how does just a normal person think about those things? Well, I have 10 ideas I want to share with you of how regular people or ordinary people do extraordinary things.

1. Ask the hard questions. You go home and think about this stuff I’ve laid on you today, there are a million hard questions. You know what I’m talking about. We have to think this kind of stuff through, from the beginning to the end. All the ins and outs so that we’re not just throwing resources at things that make us feel good, but if we have a dream and we want to strike while the iron is hot, we’ll ask the questions and seek to be doing things that are making a difference in the world.

2. You can pray. You can find a place to kneel down and pray and you can pray until all that matters is God. You ever done that before? You have something on your mind, something bothering you, something tearing you up. Go find a place to pray and stay there until when you get up the only thing that matters in your heart is Lord I come to do your will. That will open your mind to new possibilities. You might find ways to network with friends and agencies. Sometimes it is not about what I can do, sometimes it is about what other people can do and I just happen to know them and ask them. I was talking to someone about this a month or so ago and they said well, I can’t go and I don’t have any money to give and all of a sudden they scratched their head and they said but you know what, I have frequent flyer miles. I could send Andy Arnold to Mozambique. What can you do? Maybe you can’t adopt, but maybe you know someone who would like to. How many of you are in small groups in the Church? Lots of good small groups in the Church. How many of our small groups have taken on some kind of mission project as a class or a small group? Some. But one of the ways that our Church can make a significant difference immediately in our level of Mission involvement. Let me tell you something, I am so proud of the way that you have stepped up and reached out to others in missions, but if each of our small groups said we’re going to take this on. We’re going to work on this. I think our level of commitment goes up at least 20%. You could support the missionary scholarship fund, you could find empathy and feel the suffering of others. I’m not sure who sent those words to me in an e-mail, but I want to tell you something friends, it makes all the difference in the world when you can get into the heart of another person and feel their suffering. Suddenly, what you had in mind for tonight at 5:00 is not near as important. How long the grass is, how much that needs to be mowed, isn’t near as important. One of the most important things that we can do, if we want to take up our Cross and make a significant difference in the world, is find a way to understand and feel the suffering of other people. Finally, if you want to talk about this, Wednesday night at 7:00 p.m. in the Library, we are going to have kind of a meeting. Find out if there are good ideas or roads we can start down.

I want to close with a quote. This is from T.E. Lawrence. Actually, we stole it and adapted it from T.E. Lawrence.
“All people dream dreams. Some people dream in the nighttime, only to wake in the day but forget their dreams. (Has that ever happened to you and you woke up the next morning and you forgot it. It happens to us all the time) But, beware of those who dream in the daytime, they are truly dangerous people, they might act out their dreams with their eyes open and cause the impossible to become possible.

What is our future? What is your future? What impact will you leave on those around you? I invite you today to dream greater things.


Deciding Who You Are 4-27-03

Deciding who you are 4-27-2003
Iraqi information minister
They are trapped In umm Qasr, they are trapped near basra, they are trapped near nasiriyah. They are trapped everywhere……They are nowhere near the airport, they are lost in the desert, they cannot read a compass……..I speak better english than the american president…..

Disciples blew it
Hid in fear, went back to their old ways

We fear decisions because of what others will think
During World War II, Winston Churchill was forced to make a painful choice. The British secret service had broken the Nazi code and informed Churchill that the Germans were going to bomb Coventry. He had two alternatives: (1) evacuate the citizens and save hundreds of lives at the expense of indicating to the Germans that the code was broken; or (2) take no action, which would kill hundreds but keep the information flowing and possibly save many more lives. Churchill had to choose and followed the second course.

We fear dec. because sometimes we just don’t know what to do
To not make a decision is to make a decision
Will you have the crown or the curse? -- John Wesley

Former president Ronald Reagan once had an aunt who took him to a cobbler for a pair of new shoes. The cobbler asked young Reagan, "Do you want square toes or round toes?" Unable to decide, Reagan didn't answer, so the cobbler gave him a few days. Several days later the cobbler saw Reagan on the street and asked him again what kind of toes he wanted on his shoes. Reagan still couldn't decide, so the shoemaker replied, "Well, come by in a couple of days. Your shoes will be ready." When the future president did so, he found one square-toed and one round-toed shoe! "This will teach you to never let people make decisions for you," the cobbler said to his indecisive customer. "I learned right then and there," Reagan said later, "if you don't make your own decisions, someone else will."

We can be paralyzed by selfishness
Saul Bellow story..woman who couldn’t leave house to anyone

We can be paralyzed by sadness
I remember one winter my dad needed firewood, and he found a dead tree and sawed it down. In the spring, to his dismay, new shoots sprouted around the trunk. He said, "I thought sure it was dead. The leaves had all dropped in the wintertime. It was so cold that twigs snapped as if there were no life left in the old tree. But now I see that there was still life at the taproot." He looked at me and said, "Bob, don't forget this important lesson. Never cut a tree down in the wintertime. Never make a negative decision in the low time. Never make your most important decisions when you are in your worst mood. Wait. Be patient. The storm will pass. The spring will come."

Your decisions matter
It may be true that there are two sides to every question, but it is also true that there are two sides to a sheet of flypaper, and it makes a big difference to the fly which side he chooses.

Decide who you are, who you will be

Only one person in that room knew who they were
Jesus identifies himself
Everything I said was true
You did not waste your time
What we did matters
What you are going to do is also going to matter

For disciples, for us, in a gut check time
Jesus offers the holy spirit
It doesn’t matter if anyone ever sings your praise….you did the right thing
Disciples finally got it….went out into the world
Touched others for Christ
They did the right thing
Go thou and do likewise

















Self oriented Decisions
Saul Bellow … "Leaving the Yellow House." An old woman, who had nothing, interited a house.
As she grew older and more frail, she knew that she had to leave it to someone in her will. She knew this, but for years did nothing about it. One night, thinking that she'd finally come to a decision, she sat down and began to write a will:"I, Harriet Simmons Waggoner, being of sound mind and not knowing what may be in store for me at the age of 72 (born 1885), living alone at Sego Desert Lake, instruct my lawyer, Harold Claiborne, Paiute County Court Building, to draw my last will and testament upon the following terms."She lifted her pencil from the page, thought a bit, took a drink, realized that she spent all her life waiting. She thought to herself, I was waiting, thinking, "Youth is terrible, frightening. I will wait it out. I could never make anyone else happy.Then she turned again to write the will:"Upon the following terms .... Because I have suffered much. Because I only lately received what I have to give away .... It is too soon! Too soon! ... Even though by my own fault I have put myself into this position. And I am not ready to give up on this. No, not yet. And so I'll tell you what, I leave this property, land, house, garden, water rights, to Hattie Simmons Waggoner. Me! I realize this is bad and wrong. Not possible. Yet it is the only thing I really wish to do, so may God have mercy on my soul."In her hour of extremity and need, all she could think to do was to try insanely to leave the house to herself, to perpetuate a tragic situation. She could not accept and would not choose the decision that was forcing itself upon her. She could not leave the house.Perhaps, like Hattie Waggoner, we have avoided the decision in front of us for too long. Perhaps we have reached the point now where the decision can be avoided further only at our peril and at the expense of hurting others. That's the first temptation we face when decisions enter our lives -- we will try to wait them out; we will wait too long.

What Did Jesus Pray? Matthew 26:36-42 3-23-03

Sermon 3-23-03 What did Jesus Pray Mt 26:36-42

Russia team was concerned about going

Prayed about what to tell them
Looked up some prayers of famous Christians

2 types….I give myself to you
you are wonderful
Share them

As Jesus faced his suffering and death he prayed in the garden

Intimate
-Mark passage = abba

Honesty….
- my soul is in agony, to the point of death

- Take this cup from me

Submission [what is the food chain like in my life?]
- Not my will but thine be done

- If this cant happen unless I drink it, then your will be done

Conclusion
Prayers seem powerless because they are about nothing……
Today, our prayers matter

Acts 20:22
Pray to follow the example of Jesus
Pray that you will be willing to do and go wherever you are called

Feelings Hebrew 4:15 3-16-03

Sermon 3-16-03

Feelings, O O O feelings

Considering, taking stock of feelings
Cathy
If anyone should ever write my life story

Seminary….conjugate the verb

Jesus wept..he felt it all

Jesus and Lazarus
1. Jesus wept…..friends died, 9-11
2. Jesus loved….do you have friends??
3. there was joy…overcome life’s difficulties

He was tempted in every way like us
Heb 4:15
Not superman, not the man of steel
Felt sad, love, joy

The big question is how does he feel about you
Denver airport mcdonalds
If anyone should ever write my life story
How does he feel about you

What does this mean??
You can trust him
He can relate to you
Put your trust in him
He can be your savior

Prayer

Grace alone
If anyone should ever write my life story



Word was sent to Jesus….

The one you love is sick

Jesus waited

Finally he goes

Arriving in bethany, Lazarus is dead 4 days

Martha said, if only you would have been here

Jesus said, I am the resurrection and the life. He that be lieves in me tho he die, yet shall he live and he that lives and believes in me shall never die. Do you believe this??

[if you believe this, then get ready…..]

go to the grave

Jesus is deeply moved in spirit and troubled

Jesus wept.

O how he loved him

Take away the stone….
[they wanted his help, but not now…..]

Lazarus come forth
[the was rejoicing, a big party that night……]